#there’s no room for me anywhere
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fuck everyone who made me feel like I was hard to love. fuck everyone who made it so I can’t trust anyone. fuck everyone who left me with all these memories of things that cut my heart to shreds. fuck everyone who came into my life with nothing but bad intentions. fuck everyone who traumatized me, knowing full well what they were doing. fuck everyone who fucked me up this badly.
#holy shit#i am in pain#I just realized/remembered what Thursday was#it was the anniversary of an ending#and while I hate that person vehemently now#I’m still dealing with the consequences#like how I can’t trust anyone anymore#I can’t ever let my guard down#and I hate that#I don’t want to be this way#but everyone who’s come into my life has only hurt me#every single person has#maybe not always intentionally#but I’ve been hurt in some shape or form by everyone#I honestly just want to fucking disappear#there’s no room for me anywhere#i always end up in pain#what’s the fucking point#I give up#sorry for the rant#rant#vent post#personal
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GLAMROCK BONNIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the most bestest boy literally ever and i am sososososososo very happy we got a canon design for him now !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
version w/ out text vvvv
#lemme tell ya I STRUGGLED with that bg and I'm still not happy with it jfkdlsjfldks#also if anyone has a pic of that poster of bon and fred in that one room could you pls pls send it to me i cant find it anywhere :')#glamrock bonnie#fnaf sb#fnaf ruin#ruin dlc#fnaf#tato doodles#fnaf ruin spoilers#ruin dlc spoilers
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AHHHHHH I GOT POOLVERINE POSTERS
#the hyperfixation is hyperfixating#and is not going anywhere#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#wolverine#deadpool#me talks#my room lol
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more dreamling dad au bc thats just what i do now apparently i like lazy afternoon naps and so do our boys
#dreamling#hob gadling#dream of the endless#morpheus#the sandman netflix#sandman fanart#a few people have asked me what the babs name is#ive been calling him Kian#and he gets jealous of Nightmare and wants to be scary too sometimes so his dad made him that horrific onesie#to kian's exact specifications thank u#my art#its important to me that people know kians got dreams dark hair and flair for dramatics but#hes also got hobs big dumb sunshine brown calf eyes that he flashes to get his way bc he also has hobs effortless charm#i also headcanon as he gets older he secrets handfuls of sand into his pockets from EVERYWHERE bc he wants to be like his dad#and hob has to be the sand police and has to make kian turn out his pockets on the doorstep every time they come home from anywhere#bc theres only so much vaccuuming even an immortal man can take#and kian does so but petulantly and while sporting dreams patented Imperious Pissy Face#they have a rule that kian is allowed to stomp as loudly as he wants to his room but isnt allowed to slam doors#in this essay i will-
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"Since you've named yourself after Julius fucking Caesar, perhaps I'll follow in your lead and choose one of the conspirators." "Interesting," says Giuliano. "Should I worry about finding you at the center of some kind of conspiracy that ends with my death?" "Not from me," replies Ascanio. He sounds tired. "Not anymore."
informally, some kind of. conversational follow up to the last comic. I'm trying to get the atmospheric conversational whimsy out of my system because I have a vision of the vatican as a body in active decay, a point of infection spreading out and poisoning the well, a jaw unhinged that people walk into over and over, and I am so close to figure out how to convey this visually. maybe.
#not that there's anything wrong with atmospheric whimsy but i kind of want to get into the gross body horror of it all#literally. allegorically. for the vibes. its just hard to pin down the abstract thought of 'oh we should High Rise the Vatican' you know#(High Rise by JG Ballard is what i'm referring to here) like how do I achieve this. well. first. is i must lay out the vatican and become#intimate with the visual set pieces. then i can talk about how this building could literally be hazardous to your health#however. drawing the vatican. is very. uhhhh. man I do not know enough about medieval-renaissance architecture to be inventing#anything and that one book that collected interiors of rooms and houses in renaissance art is NEVER ANYWHERE EVER#and if it is then it's always around when i cannot afford it. i feel like i am in a specific kind of torment torture box#i will not be defeated tho. i can design a vatican through other means.#ANYWAY. i think antidepressants would've made ascanio an unstoppable menace in the vatican#there's a bunch of stuff being referenced here but my pdf reader does not want to cooperate with me so basically we're playing around with#ascanio's household staff (alessandro) that whole thing wrt to ascanio & acts of piety/charity (such as covering dowries etc)#uh. that's it! this time i didn't accidentally call giuliano by his brother's name. which is . sherhhg. so there's a fic i was writing.#italian renaissance tag#komiks tag
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let's talk about pino!
according to the whm booklet, rody's quirk is always active. she isn't always present, though. from what we can see in the movie, pino primarily nests in rody's hair!
so... is there a trend?
obviously she hops out when a strong emotion flares up, but it seems like she's also more likely to be out and about when he's feeling relatively safe/comfortable? she's present when he says goodbye to his siblings, she's present when they're settling down for that first night on the run, she's present when they're in the hotel, etc. etc.
there are only a few times where pino is present during an action scene. the first instance is, of course, during the first chase scene when she flew out to stop deku. she briefly remained out, notifying rody that they were still being chased before disappearing. she appears again when he's going down the rail, disappears, and then comes out of his hair again to check on him after he was almost crushed by falling debris.
pino was not present during the attempted betrayal. after leading deku to him, we can presume that, offscreen, she returned to his hair or went into his hood. the next time she comes out is when rody finally warms up to deku in the cave scene.
it's also worth noting that she is not present during the following villain encounter, only coming out for introductions when their safety was guaranteed.
honestly, the only time we actually see pino in harm's way is during the battle with flect, and that was because rody relied on her to not only signal deku, but to catch the flash drive.
why am i talking about this? well, and this is a far-fetched assumption that's going to get into more headcanon/character interpretation territory, but hear me out:
pino is very similar to something from another property: the daemons from his dark materials. for anyone unaware: daemons are the physical manifestation of a person's soul and take the form of an animal. they mirror the way their human interacts with others and can provide emotional insight into how their human is feeling, which is... like i said before, VERY similar to how pino functions.
with this in mind, one has to wonder if their similarities end there or if, potentially, pino shares some other functionalities as a daemon. namely... if pino gets hurt, can rody feel it?
i know that her main function as a quirk is to articulate rody's feelings. still, her tendency to stay out of harm's way really makes you think, especially since we don't see her get injured at any point. little roughed up, sure! but not injured.
#cosmic chatter#rody soul#pino#bnha#blorbo tag#undescribed#sorry if it doesn't really seem like i go anywhere or if its more rambley#i got my covid+flu vaccines yesterday and im Still feeling it mr krabs#anyways i have a lot of thoughts regarding pino and esp on her being functionally a daemon#i dont have much of a case for it but personally i dont think she can get too far from him either?#like the furthest she gets is during his attempted betrayal but like#he carries pino with him down to the room to defuse the bombs#i mean rody also cares abt pino and i intend on making a separate post abt that#pino is his other sister who just happens to be a bird. to me#the point is i think its interesting if. like a daemon. she cant get that far from him#i dont think itd KILL him (like it does in hdm) but i think itd affect him in some way yknow yknow
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yes I'm still on my "ridley scott you'll pay for what you did to my boy geta, and also what tf have you done to his brother" bullshit
#they'll never get me off this hill#once again i'm sure the movie will be great#but my historical accuracy ocd is kicking into HIGH GEAR#esp when it comes to this dude because he wasn't anywhere NEAR this diabolical irl#emperor geta has done nothing wrong ever in his life#and i love him#i've only had irl!Geta for a day and a half#but if anything happened to him#i'd kill everyone in this room and then myself#emperor geta#geta#emperor geta x reader#joe quinn#gladiator ii#gladiator 2#joseph quinn#gladiator movie#paul mescal#pedro pascal#emperor caracalla#marcus acacius#general marcus acacius#hellcheer#eddissy
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there might be a spider somewhere and that’s enough for me to be paranoid
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#HOME INVASIONS GOT MY BROTHERS DYING/ref#I don’t think ppl understand me when I say I’m paranoid#I cant go to sleep in my room. I can’t sit down. I can’t eat. I can’t pick up anything. I can’t move. I cry.#I need to be in an open space in case I feel like running. I can’t be near my bed. I can’t open or close doors.#I dont even feel safe when I’m not moving but I also don’t feel safe when I’m moving and ceilings scare me#I’m actually so scared as I write this bc I’m sitting down at my desk trying to eat but what if the spider is under my desk or on my chair#Or literally anywhere possible. Maybe it’s behind my pc or iPad. Or on the shelves. It could be anywhere close to me.#This is the typa behaviour I be showing and my parents still don’t take me to the psychologist man#My ma doesn’t believe in phobias or mental illness#Jesus Christ this is all because of a spider that was in my bathroom this morning#Also I’m eating spaghetti with cheese for the first time
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mouse climbed into my bed with me to listen to my audiobook
#not even kidding#chased it around my room with a bag trying to ambush it and now it could be anywhere#which is fine but like dude dont just get in bed with me uninvited#love living in small town oklahoma
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i! ro! ha! (six years edition)
#忍たま乱太郎#nintama#nintama rantarou#rkrn#quirinahdraws#digital#六い#六ろ#六は#tachibana senzou#shioe monjirou#nanamatsu koheita#nakazaike chouji#zenpouji isaku#kema tomesaburou#i am so normal about my six favorite characters in the series (liar)#the six years r like my pookies i love them...im trying to draw as much as possible for this character month (totally insane)#sorry if you follow me anywhere else and had to witness the insanity that is trying to draw daily (HELP ME)#i wanted to continue the trend with the fourth years of their illustrations all having different vibes but i feel like my vision wasnt supe#clear so theyre all a little more similar ORZ...the recurring cloud motifs r fun thou#i like circle compositions.#GUYS. BEING ON TWITTER IS SO INTIMIDATING THERES SO MUCH GOOD ART HELP ME#oomf made a whole amv for rokuha day.......my fakefan era...#are your faves even isaku and tomesaburou if you didnt make an entire ANIMATIC#i like how the room duos all have like the one guy whos sort of outwardly put together but has a short n quick fuse#and their chaotic kind of disaster counterpart whos actually pretty emotionally stable and grounded#they balance each other out nicely AND THEY HAVE A CLOSE RANGE AND FAR RANGE WEAPON GUY#i feel like their individual class duos r so nice together.....but i feel like the six years have so many fun combis too#they bounce off each other in fun ways AHEM HEM KENEN HEM HEM CHOUGOUGUMI AHEM TRAINING TRIO AHEM#TAG LIMIT ARGHRHGRGRHGHRGHRH trust me when i say i have infinite love for these idiots in my heart
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These are the same scene and no I will not be elaborating
#jk i always elaborate#when 10 yr old me saw rickie vasquez release his inhibitions and dance i openly WEPT#he had just expressed how he felt like he didn't belong anywhere#that he didn't “fit”#but in that moment with that delia - not a friend. not a stranger. just another soul - he felt free#he felt like he belonged#he allowed himself to be openly silly and a bit flamboyant and sexy and free#and it hit me so hard#it would be years before i fully realized why i was so affected by it#anyway#watching eddie chase a bit of joy FOR HIMSELF#to see him be a little silly and sexy while he dances around his living room in his underwear (a physical manifestation of vulnerability)#i openly wept again#so these are the same scene *to me* for so many reasons#eddie diaz#rickie vasquez#911 abc#911 on abc#tv: 911#911#mscl#my so called life
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headcanon: when leon's depression ramps up to the extreme, the ONLY thing he will not neglect is his hair
he can be a sweaty slob. unshaved beard with crumbs still in it. shirt he's worn for a week straight that's got vomit on it from an alcohol binge that went a little too hard.
but his hair? he's washing that shit every single day. the routine does NOT stop.
#resident evil#leon s kennedy#headcanons#leon s kennedy headcanons#this is semi inspired by irl#i don't get anywhere near this bad but#my room's a mess and i can't think straight#lucky me i hate being dirty so i have to clean myself daily#i just trimmed my beard and i feel motivation lol
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once again it becomes increasingly obvious paul needs his alone in forest time but he really is zito's grouchy wife wdym this man was so ready to hang up the towel after being fired from multiple coaching gigs and zito just absolutely did not let him like thats just how it happened? alright man
#paul maurice#bill zito#florida panthers#2425#hearing the zito calling paul while he was in the woods story gets better every retelling#of course when paul retells it he has to reiterate how good the fishing was those days#“im good man! like im taking this to the house! its been fun! winnipeg toronto carolina hartford!”#PAUL YOU ARE SO DRAMATIC FOR NO REASON#bill absolutely not letting him rot in the woods is deeply funny to me#sweet husband to the grouchy wife who has to convince her to go on a first date#“now i dont wanna be anywhere else”#FUNNY HOW THAT WORKS OLD MAN HUH#“barkov is an unselfish superstar tkachuk is an unbelievable guy”#PAUL WHO LOVES TO PRAISE SASHA AND MAFFHEW WHENEVER HE CAN#whenever the kitty locker room gets praise my heart gets warm but the WE HAVE A GREAT LOCKER ROOM AND WE ARE WINNERS comment made :D#YEAHHHHHHHH#anyways is it ever a wonder why you cannot take vacation time away from paul#he needs his alone fishing in woods time to survive okay#“im going into the woods and never returning its over im ruined i can make peace with the fact that no one wants me” “i want you” “no”
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Disabled people, are you able to go outside on your own?
Yes, I don't struggle with it whatsoever
Yes, but only in specific weather conditions (different from what most non-disabled people can deal with)
Yes, but only for a very short time
Yes, but only a very short distance from home (backyard, across the street, same neighborhood)
Yes, but only if another set of conditions is met (explain)
I am able to leave home but I need someone to help me get around outside
I am able to get around outside but I need help leaving the house
No, I need to be with someone at all times
No, I cannot leave home whatsoever
Nuance / Other
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Feel free to rephrase these a bit, I'm not great with words
#i used to be extremely agoraphobic and couldn't go anywhere unless someone was with me#but i had to learn to get over it because i couldn't survive that way#i still get nervous going new places alone but i've mostly got it under control now#my physical disabilities only limit my movement like one or two days a month so i'm not counting that#but on those days i usually can't even leave my room or sometimes my bed#polls#submitted#queued#disabled#disability#house
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gm_hub_mall
created by MKA0207, Mr.ROFLMAN
#garry's mod#gmod#source engine#half life 2#other#hearted#SUPER cool map on par with a GMT Lobby 2/Playstation Home kinda space#really cool condo designs. looked like there was one modern swanky room and one that was more like. rp_downtown apartment style#my favorite part is the little hideaways/secret tunnels that don't really go anywhere substantial but they're special because you're just#somewhere you're not 'supposed to be' which was one of my absolute favorite things in GMT#everyone who played a ton knew about those spaces and they weren't anything that crazy but it was cool to little wannabe-rulebreaker me#apparently the creators were running a server for this map a la GMT but it's been down for a bit#i've spent plenty of time in GMT and Tower to know just hanging out in the plaza is not my thing anymore but i'm sure demand is still there
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i just. cannot stop thinking about the twins. they are born together. they live together. they were supposed to die together, but then evan died first. pandora has the gift of seeing the future of everyone but her and evan. evan can only see the future if it concerns them. can we. can we please talk about evan dying alone, pandora being too late. pandora who refuses to let go of his corpse in her arms. (pandora, who realized that evan knew all along that he would die alone. that this was the only secret he ever hid from her.) the twins. the end and the beginning. not life nor death. they are on my mind 24/7.
I feel perfectly okay and well adjusted, even
#a#[pacing my room like a maniac] it seems unnatural being born together and dying apart. twins speak a language only god can understand#I had a brother who was my savior made my childhood bearable. you are me and I am you & we will never be alone.#you are in my blood I cant help it we cant be anywhere except together!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAUAUAAAAGH#rosier twins
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